it doesnt matter.

today went school then after school bus down to bugis,
went watch eclipse with ong manyu miao jess layyen sheri and marilyn.
after watching i bused home alone, thinking about stuff.
reached home bathed , drink soup and here posting.
i dontknow why i got no appetite. AWW!
going to bed soon.

i got nothing esle more to say.
i dontknow what to do anymore.

HEY HEY HEY APPLE
HEY HEY HEY APPLE.

went school today then my eyes was like half way dontknow why sia.
after school mrted to hgplaza , then decide to sing.
so after that homed and have my dinner then here blogging.


i read through the card you write for me, i read throught every msg you send me
and i really miss the past, i really do.

i try to control it but i cant.

i told myself , i keep on telling myself you wont and you dont.
and you told me you dont.
ended up finally it was a yes.
trying to hide my feeling and it really not easy.
told myself i dont want to cry i dont want to.
but ended up i cant. i cried.

no matters what is it, i still love you as much as last time.
my love is still the same.

cousin love.

and happy 90th grandpa:D

Q-Gong's Family.

Fifth aunt's family

All the son-in-law.

Da-gu 's family

Er-gu's family

Fourth aunt's family.

cousin , niece and nephew

Third aunt's family.

Six aunt

First aunt to last aunt.

my family:D

8th aunt's family.,

small aunt's family.

(:

mummy and daddy

ilove you grandpa:D

im not that strong.

i want to hold on to you, but i want to know your feeling toward me.
if you got no more feeling toward me i dont thing im that strong .
and i just know how to cry, i know crying doesnt slove anything,
but i really know is just cry. i dont wish to but tear just drop down and i cry.

i really miss the past. the past the past.
i tolded you before.
but no matter how was it, i still love you alot.
really alot, some will understand some will not.
if i dont love you i wont be typing all this down,
cause you seem so much important to me now, i really need you alot.
and i read all those text which was from may till now, it really different.
and when you say you not waiting for someone to get home everyday anymore,
i was so sad.
and what do you mean by not the same anymore?
I JUST WANT TO HOLD ON, CAUSE I LOVE YOU.


sorry for those emo post, but i just want to post it, cause at least i will feel better.

i will do is forgive and forget.
i dontknow what to do anymore.
teach me anyone!

MY HEAD IS PAIN NOW.
PAIN KILLER PLS!

ALL I CAN DO NOW IS CHERISH!
CHERISH YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE,
CAUSE I LOVE YOU!










update.

blog is sucky man!
cause i cant post anything, so i came to this date to post.

went sentosa on 2july, which is a friday.
after sentosa we went chomp chomp for dinner then after that headed to plaza.
some l4D some pool.
after that slack and home.



this few day im not happy and im not,
i dont like this kind of feeling , really.
and i just wish to know what you are thinking.
but this stupid me cant even think about it, i dont even know what you are thinking.
and i dont like this whole week cause it been so weird.
and it been so cold between us.
plus i miss you so much now.
everytime we talk on the phone i dont bear to put down the phone,
cause if i put down sometime your mood change and i will start to think alot.
and this whole week im thinking alot , yes alot.
im really afraid to lose you and im scare .
i miss those time when i first meet you and those time we are not like this,
but now it seem to change.
but still i miss those time.
and i miss you i miss you.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

FUCK MY LIFE! _l_