Heyoh!
er, i shall start from yesterday ba
reach home ard 2am? then went bathe.
beofre that had work, & quite slack.
after work, went outside sit with darling.
then awhile kukugirl&nomanner came.
awhile i went makan zinger, after that played card with girlgirl.
play awhile ong&manyu came.
but before that we went buy icecream:D( thank kuku for that treat.)
after that went 7elevn bought the put mouth thing, damn funny siol.
after that jiu went void deck play inbetween. & i win adollar plus.
play till 1plus then camwhoring&cabbed home:D.
then we are so broke, dont have enough money for the taxi fare.
then we just had 13$? miao took out 4$, me 5$& ong 4$.
luckily girlgirl got spare money if not deadmeat, aha.
thank (:
then reach there total was 12.90, heng still got 10cent left.
ahahahaa.
reach home bathe& called ong& conference with jess&peiyun.
3.30 i put down i went for slp(:


boy this shall be the last time i will write your thing in blog already.
thank for sending me the msg& it was so hurting.
&only you i will just drop my tear just so suddenly&easily whenever you hurt me.
haiz what have i done wrong? can you tell me?
i know that i`m so fan, but why we just cant be friend ?
cant talk on msn like normal friend? cant msg like normal friend ?
why why why? if i did not go on a relationship with you last time,
i wont get so much hurt i think, & we still can be a very close friend,
&telling each other thing.
hais hais hais...
am i really that bad? am i?
i tried very hard to forget you& control myself from msging you.
i have already try, i`m trying.
but will you just can scold me so easyily?
& i say sorry to you but you just say i`m childish lame.
);
i`m really sad.
& i really hope you wont be coming over my blog to see this post.
cause i`m afraid you will just scold me. i`m afraid.
i`m afraid to go onto a new relationship.
i have lost faith in myself now, no more other guy then you.
can time go back to the past? & if can, i will nvr choose you in a bgr,
i will choose you to be my very close friend.