maybe when i go out with my friends you people may see im happy but im not,
im really trying to be strong, not like last time,
because of guy i can cry till siao, almost everyday crying,
but now de me is strong, i need to no matter how im sad, i will not cry!
guys are really not important, cause sisters, bestfriends&friends are more important,
when i need them they was the first one to be there. iloveyou all.

i need to accept the truth that you dont like me anymore , i need to.
i never regret for loving you, cause i really love you,
no matter how you hurt me , i wont hate you,
maybe when i saw you i dont feel like looking at you, cause im afraid i will love you more,
maybe i shall be understanding , cause you're still young,
& when you told me you have no feeling for me anymore ,
it like so blank, it like life is so meaningless for me,
&i nvr felt like this for so long, hais.
&always morning till night i will have msges coming in,
but now not at all , ): im really so sad))))))))))))))):
but michelle you have to be strong((((((((((: