Stay positive

So what is positive? haha

Actually I'm not a very positive girl, but I'm learning to be positive. I learn from, the mistakes , the peoples and the past. You need to stay positive in order to be happy. Shall put negative aside and be more positive when things is negative. To be happy and to have a positive thinking we need to forgive and forget anything / everything . Let the past be the past. 

Thing wasnt the way I want.

Found out that when we grow older we tend we understand more things.
Why ppl just dont understand how the way I feel. None could be trusted in this world.
I just dontknow why and since when I couldnt trust anybody anymore. I feel that humans cant be trusted. I just want to do the things in my own way , my own thinking, If I do or think the way that humans are thinking I guess I'm just living for the sake of people. Sometimes I tried to say what I feel and How I want things to go in my way but people just seem to dont understand it, and then I felt dishearted. Starting to get emo nowsaday and temper is getting bad, and I don't want to but it is forcing me to. Hais.

Dearest birdday THROWBACK

Hello my readers(: (hahaha as if i got reader)

Few days back is my girlfriend birthday, which is falls on 8thmay.
plans something for her, but she forever no expression haha.
1st stop : Did a no-bake cheesecake for baby, and bring it to her house downstair and tata *surpise.
2nd stop: went to the cat cafe at bugis. Baby was so happy about it, because she love cats, but when the moment I step in there I was so afraid of it , and I even need to cross my leg at the chair and baby have to protect me haha, because i was so afraid and I think everyone was looking at me . (BECAUSE THATS A CAT CAFE hahaha)
3rd stop: Bought baby to Wild honey for brunch.
4th stop: check in at M hotel. The hotel is nice and cozy, recommand for staycation (:
5th stop: Dinner at TODAI, Food is still okay, variety too little.
But we both was too full after that dinner, burps. After dinner , baby bought me to pandora shop and I got a gift hehe, but I know la is my baby birthday.

staycation for 2 days. I love staycation (:
back home on a sunday late afternoon , bid goodbye with baby and met my parent for mother's day dinner at sukiya.
hahaha I realise I had been eating non stop during these few days, omg fat die me.

okay, 1 more weeks to my birdate.
(:

first paper

Finally first exam has pass for sem2. One more paper to go for this sem. After staying at home for a week, after today exam I told myself that I need to relax for a day before my first paper. So bring baby to city plaza for arnold chicken for our first stop. So next stop we went to dbg for movie and dinner.

photo of the days :

The above picture was taken during CNY day 1. Spent the whole cny with my lovelies(which includes, My family and Relative and my baby), as this year I cant really celebrate CNY because grandpa hasn't left us for 1 year. During this year Reunion dinner and cny, I really miss grandpa a lot, because this is the first time grandpa did not had the chance to celebrate with us, and I felt upset. I know I have to get over with it, because grandpa want all of us to be happy.

Anyway tomorrow is my econs exam, I hope I can pass with flying color. Because I have really put in alot of effort and struggle these few days. I want to thanks baby for helping me , although I know you are stress with your job, but you still help me with my revision in econs. I am sorry for giving you too much stress when I'm feeling stress. I know I need to be good but I didn't. Trust me baby, I will be good from now onward okay? and I will work hard to strive for our future. I love you.