Sorry my Dearest love Baby NG

Sorry baby, I don't mean to show you any temper or attitdue,. But I really cannot control it, Im trying very hard to stop my temper but I can't do it, and at the same time I don't wish to hurt you. I want you to be happy. I, myself also don't wish to have this kind of temper, it really unbearable, I feel hurtful too. I wish god can take away my bad temper than you don't have to tolerate/suffers or take in any of my nonsenses and bad temper.
Sorry baby Please forgive me, each time when my temper is coming I know you will surely get hurt, Im really sorry, because you are the best and you are different from the other, although you did'nt really handle me well but you did well, cause I bet no one will ever tolerate and handle my stubborn and extreme attitdue. and I love you so much.
Now I told myself, I will try to change as much as I can. Now the only way was to Keep myself away from you until my temper get away.
I don't know how to say and express myself, only through here I can say what I want to. I promise one day my stubborn temper will go away,because I want a healthy relationship bb.
I don't wish to say sorry and anything after showing you all my temper, but I want to say it because I want to sincerely apologize for what I have done.
You are my one and only, I really can't imagine days without you.

I love you.
Michelle Teo.

FUCK MY LIFE

I really hate working at my company not because of the company,  is because of my boss, he is treating us like secondary school kids, and i really cannot tolerate anymore, just feel like dying cause it is too stress already. damn fuck my life _l_

I hate it , i really hate it. I want abreak.
Just fuck my life.
knn.

17 more day to getaways

I need a getaway soon, cause work is really tiring and stress.
I wanna getaway as long as I can, but I know I could'nt.
Life is getting boring and boring. Nothing much to update cause life is still the same.
But I am a happy girl cause I have the best girlfriend ever, she dote me and tolerate my xiao jie pi qi.
Im trying to be a good girlfriend too, I want us with no quarrel , I want us to be sweet everyday.

I know this kind of relationship is not easy to go through, It is never easy. because of our relative and people around us, but still I don't wanna care cause this is my life, I'm living because of myself and not for the people around me. Cause in the end the one who will be going through all the hardship with me, will be me myself and my partner. Last time I will never piority my partner , but now I do, cause I learn from my past. This is the choice that I choose , I will never regret it, If one day I will get hurt or something it is still my own decision, cause I know whatever decision it is I will still be the one responsible for it. I don't wanna see or hear any comments cause I wanna go with the flow but I still accept negative comment cause I will accept any challenge. I know everyone will say (you are blind by love) but I know I am not, cause I choose to go with my flow and feel with my heart. I only know I live for once, I wanna do the thing I like and I want .

okay , enough of me ranting.
got to go, byebye :D

nothing is impossible

30May.

Yesterday night tummyache till I can't take it anymore, thankful to Daddy and Murphy for bringing me to 24hrs clinic to see doctor. The doctor is not good enough, was damn lazy, and I have to pay $60 for consultation ONLY, not worth it cause end up I didn't even know what wrong with my tummy, should have gone to the hospital.

alright, enough of myself ranting:D
Yeah! im going to Taiwan soon with my girlfriend, minyee and derrick.
I can't wait for July, Awwwww!

I miss my beloved grandpa so much.
Grandpa you had left us for 1 month 7 days already. I miss you calling my name):
I miss holding your hand tight , I miss everything about you,grandpa.
How are you doing up there ? I hope you will be happy.
You was once my strong grandpa, I can never had such a good grandpa like you anymore.
Thanks for doting me so much too. Without you, I won't be here. Thanks grandpa.
I miss you ):

Hello(:

Here to blog again, and im hungry now. Tomorrow is my accouting exam, I hope I will pass my exam. Took mc past 2 days, on Monday my girlfriend accompany me the whole day at home. Ytd she accompany me for dinner too. Thanks baby <3 p="">My girlfriend is so awesome., Love her so so much.
yeah! 4 more months to BKK trip with girlfriend, Minyee and her boyfriend, cant wait heheheh!

Just wanna say:

Hope my dearest grandpa will get well soon. He is the strongest man I ever seen.
Jiayou, FIGHTING. All of us will always be here supporting you, WE LOVE YOU.

Okay, got to go. B Y e b y e (:

ONCE IN AWHILE

Hi!, been so long since I last blog. I think my last post should be last year?

Time had pass, and I get to learn new thing and get to know new people around me.
I'm glad that I have met my sweetest girlfriend ever, she is the most caring gf ever.
She dote me , be there for me and loving me. I never thought that I could met someone so nice, and she is the right one that I wanna hold my hand and walk this road with. I know it will never easy for both of us having this relationship, but no matter how difficult it gonna be, I am sure we both will never let go of each other hand and fight through every obstacle together. I don't know whether will she be looking at my blog, but I'm sure one fine day she will look at it.
okay, enough of love stuff. These period of time I have been good and I'm taking up certificate courses at PSB academy, after that I will take up diploma courses(:
alright, I wanna say tomorrow is my exam for management, Jiayou to me (: gonna mug hard already.
goodbye guys, will blog whenever I have the free time alright. 

BIG HEART;
MSMICHELLE