i came to blog again. OMG.
i want open private blog de, but so mafannnnnnnnnnnnn.
anyway my eyes half half alr now.
fri sleep at 4plus, then sat wake up 10 in the morning, now im still onlining.
im tired but i dontwant go sleep.

anyway, im not use to it.
not use to it.
i hold back my tear, i hold back.
i realise im strong enough, althought i know i cant do it.
but i still trying to pull through, it tough.
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):
not the happy me anymore, im trying to be happy.
cause my clique are still there for me.