im not that strong.

i want to hold on to you, but i want to know your feeling toward me.
if you got no more feeling toward me i dont thing im that strong .
and i just know how to cry, i know crying doesnt slove anything,
but i really know is just cry. i dont wish to but tear just drop down and i cry.

i really miss the past. the past the past.
i tolded you before.
but no matter how was it, i still love you alot.
really alot, some will understand some will not.
if i dont love you i wont be typing all this down,
cause you seem so much important to me now, i really need you alot.
and i read all those text which was from may till now, it really different.
and when you say you not waiting for someone to get home everyday anymore,
i was so sad.
and what do you mean by not the same anymore?
I JUST WANT TO HOLD ON, CAUSE I LOVE YOU.


sorry for those emo post, but i just want to post it, cause at least i will feel better.