Hello ;D
today during recess, sheri talked some sense to me,
thank aye:D if i dont think i wont be sad,
so i shall forget it slowly, MICHELLE JIAYOU.
&sorry peiyun for dropping your phone, im sorry,
hah, i know you will forgive me de. hahahaa
&tml celebrating my birthday cause sat they all working,
so advance celebrate, but all working& some was busy with their own stuff);
but nvm, ong say she will pei me till 6-7plus.
&bbmei, jie misses you:D

today went school in the morning as usual,
then got autocad face test again.
then after autocad lesson, we headed to vivo.
cause going sentosa(: w/ ong, py, kuku, xingan &me.
then meet xingan at there, after that went bought bk for lunch,
trained to beach alr, had our lunch first cause was super hungry,
after eating, went sun-tanning, after that till 5plus,
went bathe& after bathe went meet sheri at vivo.
then went had dinner & then try clothes from f21 &home,
hahahahaa!

ireallymissyou,
but i cant do anything , just to wait?

Hello people,
4 more day to my birthday, dont know how y birthday will be like.
&bbmei jie miss you.
&tml going sentosa:D

to you to you:
i just want to know the reason why you have no feeling for me so suddenly,
is it im not good for you? is it im ugly?
is it im fat? so many thing to guess):
when the moment i saw you my heart beat so so so fast, &felt like crying,
but i told myself i cant , i cant.
i must be strong, & it may take time.
&hope i get over it soon.

maybe when i go out with my friends you people may see im happy but im not,
im really trying to be strong, not like last time,
because of guy i can cry till siao, almost everyday crying,
but now de me is strong, i need to no matter how im sad, i will not cry!
guys are really not important, cause sisters, bestfriends&friends are more important,
when i need them they was the first one to be there. iloveyou all.

i need to accept the truth that you dont like me anymore , i need to.
i never regret for loving you, cause i really love you,
no matter how you hurt me , i wont hate you,
maybe when i saw you i dont feel like looking at you, cause im afraid i will love you more,
maybe i shall be understanding , cause you're still young,
& when you told me you have no feeling for me anymore ,
it like so blank, it like life is so meaningless for me,
&i nvr felt like this for so long, hais.
&always morning till night i will have msges coming in,
but now not at all , ): im really so sad))))))))))))))):
but michelle you have to be strong((((((((((:

&still i cant get over it

this post was for ytd, cause dont have the time to post.
ytd went have morning breakfast with ong, kuku&manyu,
cause we have alr late for class so we decided not to go.
&on the way to kovan saw someone's msg.
so after breakfast went play bowling.
then wait for qi to came to pass me thing,
after that called bbmei alr bused home &went bathe&everything,
then went meet bbmei at her hus first , wait for her to prepare,
&went down plaza to wait for py.
after that, cabbed to orchard & wait for ong &kuku to came.
went shop here& there, then sheri& marilyn came.
so shop awhile more we went mos burger for dinner&i ate fries only.
after that, shop &shop then went ciged & went starbuck for drink,
after that chatted there for awhile& cabbed to my hus downstair,
only bbmei,ong&sheri slacking , cause they three have to go home,
after tht, slakc tll 12 ? bbmei go off le,
so we went off too, &went home change agn & went play majiong,
till 3plus morning& homed.

thank bbmei, ong, kuku, sheri &sister,
thank for those cheer up, i hope i will get over it.
thankyouuuuuuuuuuu all.

why i fell in love with you?
why love is so selffish?
why?

i wont neglect you anymore,
i promise, i will change
now i know how you feel le.
i dont wish to lose a close friend like you,
you are my bestest friend& the most importance one.
(:


to him-
you have alr hurt me & there no point saying so much,
guy word really cant be trusted.
say feeling wont fade away all this, BULL SHIT!
but still i try to control my tear.
no matter how you hurt me , my feeling will still be the same.
you takecare.