im not that strong.

i want to hold on to you, but i want to know your feeling toward me.
if you got no more feeling toward me i dont thing im that strong .
and i just know how to cry, i know crying doesnt slove anything,
but i really know is just cry. i dont wish to but tear just drop down and i cry.

i really miss the past. the past the past.
i tolded you before.
but no matter how was it, i still love you alot.
really alot, some will understand some will not.
if i dont love you i wont be typing all this down,
cause you seem so much important to me now, i really need you alot.
and i read all those text which was from may till now, it really different.
and when you say you not waiting for someone to get home everyday anymore,
i was so sad.
and what do you mean by not the same anymore?
I JUST WANT TO HOLD ON, CAUSE I LOVE YOU.


sorry for those emo post, but i just want to post it, cause at least i will feel better.

i will do is forgive and forget.
i dontknow what to do anymore.
teach me anyone!

MY HEAD IS PAIN NOW.
PAIN KILLER PLS!

ALL I CAN DO NOW IS CHERISH!
CHERISH YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE,
CAUSE I LOVE YOU!










update.

blog is sucky man!
cause i cant post anything, so i came to this date to post.

went sentosa on 2july, which is a friday.
after sentosa we went chomp chomp for dinner then after that headed to plaza.
some l4D some pool.
after that slack and home.



this few day im not happy and im not,
i dont like this kind of feeling , really.
and i just wish to know what you are thinking.
but this stupid me cant even think about it, i dont even know what you are thinking.
and i dont like this whole week cause it been so weird.
and it been so cold between us.
plus i miss you so much now.
everytime we talk on the phone i dont bear to put down the phone,
cause if i put down sometime your mood change and i will start to think alot.
and this whole week im thinking alot , yes alot.
im really afraid to lose you and im scare .
i miss those time when i first meet you and those time we are not like this,
but now it seem to change.
but still i miss those time.
and i miss you i miss you.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

FUCK MY LIFE! _l_

i will love you without fading my feeling.
i will countinue to love you wholeheartly even you dont love me that much.

you say you will leave me just not to hurt me,
but if you leave me you will still hurt me and also
it damn xinku.

for me if i begin to love you, i will love you very much
and my feeling will nvr fade.
and im happy was that you still have feeling for me, and i will hold on to you.

sorry for this stupid post.

thank pig for fetching us(:
thank thank.
and thank for the card and chocolate.
<3

just came back from hg plaza
gonna get some slp soon.
tomorrow town with ping clara and miao?
fri highlighting hair(: wooooooo!
:D